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Til Next Time

'Your love is a verb,
here in my room,
Here in my room'

Well October is over. Which means one of my favorite month has come and gone.
I like October cause thats when autumn really settles in. We get crisp cool air. The leaves turn all sorts of hues, everything from gold to crimson to a slight purple color. And I love it. Its the kinda weather for sketching well sipping hot apple cider.

I've been wearing my glasses more and more. Which is purely for my comfort and has nothing to do with being able to see, seeing as they're not real. I've always thought glasses were attractive on people and I saw these and had to get them. Tho I was told I am weird for wanting to wear glasses when most people who actually need them can't stand them. Eh to each there own.

To top it off I sketched out a tattoo design I would like to have. That is if I ever get the courage to actually get a tattoo. I think it would suite me well. Its a bit odd and somewhat crafty much like myself.

Having Halloween themed nail art is kinda hard to do. So I did a simple skull nail which I love considering I free handed that skull. Which let me tell you was not as easy as you would think. I have also invested in some nail strengthener polish so I should hopefully see some sort of results from that. Even though I really don't believe things like that worSo what was I this Halloween? A zombie hunter of course. The idea started off based on a character I came up with some time ago. I actually came up with four or five but this one was the one most based on myself. Well she actually wears much more clothing then I did, I still based the look on her. This year My sister, cousin and I decided to skank it up if you will. Being that we're adults this is the only time I think its okay for short dresses, and cleavage galore.

All in all the party was fun and we had a ball. Even one of the guys got in on the skanky dress look.

Til next time.

Feeling Good

'Birds flying high You know how I feel
Sun in the sky You know how I feel
Reeds drifting on by You know how I feel
Its a new dawn it's a new day its a new life For me
And I'm feeling good'

It's times like this that I want to post about the things i'm feeling.
Cause some mornings and only in the morning I think of old things, things that make me sad. That remind me of how much i've changed. Of everything i've been through. About the honesty of the things that happened and how I felt about them at the time. About the cancer, the hitting, the belief in god. And then it turns afternoon and it all calms. My mind says its time for peace and all the anger, depression, mixed emotions they all go back into the shadows of the day and sleep. They wait til it's there turn again. And the more I think about it the less I feel I can say these things out loud. Or through the keys of my laptop. Because then you will see that i'm still as fucked up as before. I just don't beat my soul up about it as much anymore. And it makes me wonder if that's why I prefer the night to the day. For the night is nothing but shadow and they have to stay there til the light provides them with the strength they need to attack me again. Is this also why I don't dream, why I only dream of blackness and night. Throwing the lights out to avoid their plight against me? Well isn't this deep. Nope not really. This is my emo rant for the year.

Til Next Time

Na na na na na na na

Killjoys make some noise!

Happy Halloween.
Til Next Time

Yarn porn.

Makes me a happy Nata.

Yarn porn is basically just beautiful photos of crocheted of knitted items. And even photos of colorful glossy gorg yarns just lined up ready for the taking.

I feel I need to make a ripple blanket.
Something bright and colorful and sweet and all mine. Unless I feel like giving it away at the end. Which I hope I don't. I made four blankets last year alone. Three were baby blankets and one was a queen sized granny stripe blanket.

Cold weather is perfect for crocheting and drinking hot tea. I've done nothing but drink hot tea every morning this past few days well reading a book and just enjoying the crispness of the cold and the bite of the heat coming off my cup.

There's something extra amazing about holding a hot cup of tea with both hands when you're cold. It does bring up the fact that its about time to start wearing hand warmers and arm warmers. Maybe just maybe its time to make a new set of arm warmers as well. Oh the ideas that keep coming to mind.

I can't wait to get home and be a happy yarn giddy girl again. And I need to go get some yarn to start that blanket with because I don't think I have enough right now. Maybe five new colors would do. Just what colors i'm not sure.

I hope you have enjoyed this yarn porn as much as I have.
Til Next Time.

Everything I do...

'Reminds me of you'

I need art.
Color, shading.
Cross hatching.
Blue, green, gold, purple, red, maroon
Orange! Yellows!

Maybe its time to start sketching again.
Or to try my hand at painting.
Designing something cool, simple, sweet.

Time to write something dark, deep, about me.
Rip feelings from soul and turn them into phrases and words.
To sing at the top of my lungs til the air has all gone.

To day dream of magic and balloons
and flying through cotton candy covered fields of imagination.

Maybe its time to write comics again.
To crochet over sized blankets of fluffy colorfulness.
Its time for art.

Til Next Time.

Some projects i've done in the past few days or so.

Til next time.

Scream Me Something Beautiful

It has been awhile since i've done a music blog. So here are some songs and videos I enjoy a lot.


Natalie Marie and 1cc -The Spill Canvas
This is the song that started me on this band. It was suggested by a friend in a chat once and ever since I enjoy their music often.


Glimpses - Alexander Ebert
Well looking for videos of ImaRobot I ran across this. I believe he is a member of the band and this is one of his solo songs. I think its beautiful and enchanting.


With a Little Help From My Friends - Joe Cocker
A-mazing. The power and soul he puts into singing this is great. I love it.


Bohemian Rhapsody - The Muppets
Come on how can you not smile well watching this?

Til Next Time

Party Rockers

My 25th Birthday.
Looked like a bad prom, dance room was prolly not really used. Balloons were everywhere and it was a freaking ball.

It all started with 4 bottles of booze, a fridge full of beer and 124 jello shots.
Also not pictured were 2 coolers full of beer that resided in the bath tub for the night.

And with all birthdays the birthday girl (me) wore a crown of colorful foil garland.
Nadine usually wears gold stars so I went with colorful party hats.

There were plenty of people, ranging from people I knew to people I had no clue about.
I made sure to annoy everyone equally though.

And took photos with people as well.
One year I was in a total of four photos so we always strive for more now.

Sarah and I.
She danced for me and no one else saw it.

The cousins and Jorge.

Broham and I.
Poor Ian had to deal with me calling him Broham all night.

Then on Monday we went to Atlantic City.
Where on the thruway we decided to forced ask Sara to pose with Nadine and Ronald McDonald.

At the beach we ran into the good ol' Captain!
Sadly he wouldn't share his rum with us.

We went out on the deck at the mall area.
And I freaked out because 1. we were up high. 2. We were over the water.

Our last night there we enjoyed some bomb ass gryos on the boardwalk.
Serisouly the best Gyro i've ever had.

We even saw the light show in the mall area.
Which was six minutes long and i've yet to upload the video for.

And we got to see some stars sigs and handprints.
My favorite was Steve Martins.

All around it was an awesome birthday.
Til Next Time.

Elle Me Dit

'Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie
Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie
Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie
Danse, danse, danse
Elle me dit danse'

I just love Mika's Elle Me Dit song. Yes its in french but its still very enjoyable.


I went to Vermont to visit my brother, sister-in-law, and nephew. It was Logans birthday. He turned two. Which is the main reason we went to Vermont in the first place. It was a nice visit and I wish we could of stayed longer.

On the drive down I was sure to snap photos well we drove.
This is my favorite, even though its a bit blurry.

I also received a package of stick on mustaches from my brother/sister-in-law/nephew for my birthday. Which Nadine and I promptly opened and enjoyed.

Logan enjoyed opening all his gifts and immediately sat at his new table that his parents got him.

I was happy to see the angry birds I made for my brother last Christmas were being enjoyed by Logan, who threw them mostly at the cat.

The sunset around my brothers home was great. This is what we saw when we first arrived our first day there. I loved all the colors. It reminded me of sherbert.

Thats all for now. I leave you with a preview of whats to come in my blog about how I spent my birthday.
A fridge full of beer and jello shots and a freeze with a shelf full of booze.

Til Next Time.

Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

'No one can ever change my mind.
I am what I am and I am what I like.'

Its been awhile since I dolled. So I did four new ones, which actually consists of twelve dollz total. Each is a Hogwarts house. They aren't great since its been so long but they're not to bad. It was pretty fun to doll again maybe i'll pick it up again. Who knows. Bases are from GaucheGallery

Ravenclaw:
Casual, Uniform, Quidditch.

Hufflepuff:
Formal, Uniform, Casual.

Gryffindor:
Casual, Uniform, Quidditch

Slytherin:

Casual, Uniform, Death Eater

Til Next Time.

Nails

'Baby I've been hittin' my stride, hittin' my stride
I got my red lipstick on'

I really love painting my nails. Various designs makes me happy.
I most definitely change my polish every few days.

Take Me Home Again

'I see the world keep moving, as I stumble.
They seem to move much faster than me.'

I've started this post a hundred times over, and now here it is. Just a photo blog of my summer so far.

May

June

July