Wednesday, August 29, 2012

She said, she said "Don't come back. I want you gone before the morning comes."

It has been a good bit since i've even bothered with something like this in the first place. I haven't been in to much a writing type mood. Not even to share projects or ideas or even to rant. I haven't been feeling crafty either actually. Its somewhat sad but it happens. 

As of now i'm sitting on a floor, hunched over the laptop and moving my fingers but not really feeling anything that is coming forth. I just don't see the point. Or the joy in it anymore. I used to write all the time. Maybe I just miss pen and paper. That always seemed more kind towards creativity. Who knows? Maybe i'll buy a notebook and try again. Most likely not though.

Lets see what have I done lately. 
 A zentangle N for my bookcase
 A sugarskull with a gold tooth also for my bookcase
 A weird necklace that reminds me of Doctor Who for some reason.
And an odd necklace that reminds me of Alice in Wonderland.

That has been about it really.
Well til next time.

Monday, August 13, 2012

I wanna be drunk when I wake up

"On the wrong side of the right bed."

So i've been pretty depressed again lately. Its nothing new really. I've dealt with this sort of thing for years.
So I honestly don't know why i'm bothering to post this now anyways. But I figured i'd tell someone. Or rather something. I used to write notes when I was sad and then tear them up and throw them away. So this is my note now I suppose. And it already made me feel a bit better.