Do you know why I prefer to be awake at night? Why I dislike daylight so much?

Cause with the sun comes depression. And I just can't handle that anymore. So I self medicate with sleep. Sleep during the day, happy carefree at night. Sounds good to me. How long this will last, i'm not sure. I've battled with depression for years. I wont let it win now.

Til Next Time.

Do you ever just sit around and listen to music. Like not in the oh I need to dance way and not quite in the these lyrics are so deep kinda way. More in the i'm pissed and need to be pumped up and to rage dance to let it all go kinda way. Am I the only person who has a set list of songs just for when shes pissed?

I told you all this blog thing doesn't really work for me. I either have nothing to say or too much to say.

Why don't people ever realize i'm the older sister? I will never understand that.. seriously. Perhaps its because I don't seem as angry all the time. She does tend to bite at people. But people tend to know better than to piss me off. Cause I don't bite I maim. And I never regret it. It takes a lot to get me angry at you and when I am you will be sorry, and learn to never anger me again.

I have so many books to read. And yet all I keep reading is various Fan-fictions. Its like i'm going through an anti-reading faze only not since I am indeed reading.

Also the colder the weather gets the more I start to feel creative. I've painted my table, done a zentangle and crocheted all yesterday alone. Speaking of crochet, i've got hats in a store. We'll see how those sell. It may be a good thing or not, who knows.

So this has been a mini rant whatever. Til Next Time.